Today was flat out rough. I woke up in a blah mood and had no motivation get out of bed. All day I felt this way. After breakfast and lunch it just got worse. After my pre-work nap it seemed as if I had gained 20lbs all in my stomach. To me I look about 5 months pregnant and I want to cry. I struggled all day to just get through. I am so uncomfortable that I tried to work out but got so upset that I was giving into my Eating Disorder urges that I stopped. Now I am writing with the most hopeless feeling my heart. I pray that tomorrow is a better day because I don't know if I can handle another day like today.
Stay Strong and Beautiful! <3 (I'm trying to)
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