Ed lies that is no secret. He makes me think and believe things that aren't the real case, but that doesn't mean that some of my emotions aren't real. I know it sounds confusing, but what I am trying to say is, how do I know if what I am feeling is a legitimate feeling, or just one of Ed's lies. When I know it is just Ed I am able to ignore the thoughts or feelings and let them pass. I am worried that the feelings I have been having aren't Ed and I am ignoring them as if they are. It is a very scary thing. I don't know what to do, I am so confused right now. I feel very out of control with every thing. Everything feels so overwhelming, school and work, I feel like I won't get everything done, or like I can't handle it all. I sure hope this passes :(
Stay Strong and Beautiful! <3
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